31. The Decision I Kept Delaying

There was once a decision I knew I needed to make. It wasn’t dramatic and didn’t feel urgent so I delayed it. At the time, the delay felt reasonable. There were other priorities and more pressing issues. This one could wait, or so I told

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There was once a decision I knew I needed to make.

It wasn’t dramatic and didn’t feel urgent so I delayed it.

At the time, the delay felt reasonable. There were other priorities and more pressing issues.

This one could wait, or so I told myself.

Looking back, the cost of that delay was higher than the cost of the decision itself.

Why Some Decisions Are Easy to Postpone

Not all decisions create friction. Procrastination is part of human nature.

These are often decisions about structure, roles, expectations, or direction. Decisions that require a conversation rather than a fix. Decisions that create discomfort rather than immediate relief.

For leaders, these are the easiest to postpone. There is always something more urgent or important competing for our attention.

How Avoidance Masquerades as Patience

Leaders rarely label this as avoidance.

They call it being ‘thoughtful’, or ‘waiting for more information’ or ‘choosing the right moment’.

Sometimes, those explanations are valid.

But there is a point where patience turns into procrastination. This protects us from discomfort, from tension or from having the difficult conversations we know are necessary.

The decision I delayed was missing willingness.

The Opportunity Cost No One Talks About

Every delayed decision has a hidden cost.

Momentum slows in subtle ways.
People adjust around the gap.
Workarounds become permanent.

While leaders wait, the organisation adapts and informal authority fills formal gaps. Assumptions replace clarity and risk is redistributed without being acknowledged.

By the time the decision is finally made, the environment has changed. The original choice is harder, the implications are wider and the solution requires more resources. 

That is the opportunity cost of procrastination and indecisiveness in leadership.

What Audit Reveals About Delay

In auditing, delayed decisions show up in inconsistent application and unclear ownership.
Controls that exist but are unevenly followed.

These are often framed as process issues. In reality, they are leadership deferrals made visible.

This is why so many findings feel familiar because they are not new problems. They are old decisions waiting to be made.

Why Leaders Delay Even When They Know Better

The hardest decisions are not complex but are emotionally expensive.

They require choosing between capable people and require trade-offs that cannot be softened.

Leaders delay because they understand the impact. And impact carries weight.

The mistake is assuming that delay reduces that weight. It doesn’t. 

A Grounded Question for Leaders

If a decision has been sitting with you for months, ask yourself:

What am I protecting by not deciding, and what is it costing the organisation?

That question reframes delay as a trade-off rather than a virtue.

Sometimes the answer justifies the wait. Often, it doesn’t.

Why Timely Decisions Build Trust

Leaders who decide early are respectful.

They respect people’s time, the organisation’s capacity and they are aware of the cost of ambiguity.

Even difficult decisions, when made with clarity, reduce noise. They create stability, even when the outcome is uncomfortable.

Closing

The decision I kept delaying did not disappear. It waited.

And while it waited, it shaped behaviour, reduced accountability, and consumed far more energy than it ever needed to.

Most leadership challenges are about choosing when to do it.

If this reflection resonates, it may be worth naming the decision that has been quietly waiting for you. 

That’s all for this week.
See you on Tuesday!

– Jonathan

P.S. The hardest decisions often feel easier to live with unfinished than resolved. Until the cost of delay becomes visible. If there’s a decision you’ve been circling, a brief, thoughtful conversation can sometimes reduce the weight enough to move. Reach out to me – I’ll guide you.


Disclaimer: This newsletter is intended for general informational and reflective purposes only. It does not constitute financial, legal, or professional advice. Please consider your own circumstances and consult an appropriate professional before making decisions.

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Jonathan Maharaj FCPA is a strategic adviser, founder and speaker helping ambitious individuals and business leaders make wiser decisions with money and the judgement that surrounds it. A Fellow of CPA Australia with over 20 years' experience in audit, compliance and strategic finance, he was named the #1 LinkedIn Creator in New Zealand by Favikon (30,000+ followers) and has been featured in Forbes, the New York Times and CBS. Jonathan is currently studying for his Management Master's degree at Harvard University, alongside a Master's from the University of London, and writes on financial wisdom, leadership judgement and strategic authority.

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